Procrastination

So what did I do today to accelerate my plan?
Nothing. I went to work and allowed myself to become absorbed in my daily tasks.
I did as I do every day. I like that my work concentrates my mind and focuses my attention.
I like that I forget about my addiction.

But I need to act. Action is required.

The whole work issue is part of of what has brought my addiction issues to a head.
I've worked as a contractor all my life and have, to a lesser or greater degree been able to hide my habit.
In January I started a new job, a salaried position with greater responsibility and lots of perks.
One of which is private health care which requires a medical. A medical I believe I will fail.
If my new employer finds out about my addiction it could be the end of my career.

I have a Detox 5 referral form. Now I need to see a doctor.